Picking up Chilly bibs this afternoon!

Had a great swim today – my last “workout” before the Chilly Half Marathon on Sunday!

Picking up bibs this afternoon. Ever since Greg started running the Chilly Half Marathon in 2011, I’ve gone to pick up his bib and bibs for anyone at his work also running the race. The pick-up is 4-7 p.m. the next town over, and kind of tough to get to during working hours. So I go with the kids and pick them up for everyone.

One thing I love about races is that it brings you together with your running community, and this annual tradition of picking up the bibs is another fun part of that. It feels good to help in some small way, and it means they’re talking about the race at work because Greg needs to compile the list of names of bibs for me to pick up.

When I picked up bibs in 2011, I was pregnant with a one year old in tow, and wasn’t a runner at all.

When I picked up bibs in 2012, I had just run my first 5k that September and felt in total awe of all these half marathon runners.

In 2013, 2014, 2015 and now 2016, I’ve picked up my own bib and run the race with everyone else.

It’s the best feeling to go from picking up everyone else’s bibs to adding yours to the top of the stack year after year.

Thank you so much for your encouragement and kind words on this journey – I’m thrilled to be running this again on Sunday for the fourth year in a row 🙂

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Hugging my kids during the Chilly Half Marathon last year

Tapering 

Tapering for a race without a time goal is actually pretty relaxing. We were in a wedding this weekend, so it was a relief not to try and schedule in a long run. (I should have run an easy four or five… but… no time goal, no worries.)

I walked over 2 miles on the beach Sunday morning instead of running, gifted with a 6:30 a.m. wake up that felt like 7:30 thanks to the time change. It was glorious.

Today I spent 40 minutes swimming at the gym, relaxing into some of my favorite drills. There was an aerobics class simultaneously running and I was afraid there’d be no room at the pool, but everyone else must also avoid swimming at the same time because the one lane reserved for swimming was all mine. Not quite as relaxing, but when you’re half underwater for most of it, extra noise isn’t a huge deal.

I love swimming and biking in addition to running because it makes tapering so much easier. I can still be active without wearing my legs out before a race.

I’m getting really excited for Chilly on Sunday. The weather looks good, I’m excited to see the new course, and it looks like I might get to run with Tony again because he’s not interested in running for time this year either and has suggested we ditch the GPS watches and have fun. Yes, please. That sounds fantastic.

Can’t wait to see the new race course. Chilly’s nickname used to be the Hilly Half because of the challenging hill profile, and evidently the new course this year is less intense. I think I’m ok with that as long as we still get some gorgeous lake and foliage views. TBD.

Don’t forget to vote tomorrow!

In case you’re having trouble choosing… #imwithher.

 

A little on the “J” word – Can we be nicer about jogging, please?

If you’d like to read some runner’s rants on the internet, search for “jogger”.

Being called a jogger when you identify as a runner can sting. It implies a lack of effort, which is infuriating when you’ve been running so hard that your lungs and calves are on fire. It implies you’re slow, which is infuriating when you’ve worked hard for that PR.

I get it. I even wrote a post in the early years of my running titled Why You’re a Real Runner.

However, I recently saw an article on Active.com by Caitlin Chock titled “8 Ways to Piss Off a Runner” that defined jogger in a way I didn’t like. Note: Caitlin Chock is an extremely accomplished runner who has earned her title; her words are reflective of a culture surrounding jogging that I’d like to see shift, a culture Caitlin isn’t responsible for creating. I hope I can reflect on this culture without implying that Caitlin is responsible, because it’s a funny article by a great runner.

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Do I think passion and a need to run are part of what defines a runner? Sure.

But a jogger can feel that same desire. Some people need to go for a walk to feel themselves. And some people need to jog. A jogger is not someone defined by their resistance to the activity, but by their lack of desire to worry about speed.

The real difference between running and jogging? No one asks how fast you jog.

I would argue that for most of my long runs, I’m jogging instead of running. AND I LIKE IT.

This villainization of the word jogging has gone a little far. Runners considering the word an insult make it sound as though there’s something wrong with jogging. There isn’t; it’s wonderful to go out at an easy pace and not worry about doing intervals or hill repeats.

Sometimes when I’m in a conversation with someone and a friend introduces me as a “serious runner” because I run half marathons, I want to correct them and say I’m a jogger. Why? Because it feels like a false claim.

I’d feel more comfortable saying “enthusiastic jogger” because I haven’t done a track repeat since May, and I’m slower than I was two years ago… I just like to be outside pushing the stroller or listening to podcasts at a comfortable pace.

I think there should be a different term for what I do than for what Greg does.

But the word for what I do has become taboo.

Do I consider myself a runner?

I absolutely do. I consider myself a runner who sometimes jogs. Sometimes I get into a training cycle of track repeats and improve my pace, sometimes I just go out and enjoy myself.

It’s ok to jog

Being a runner and being proud to be a runner doesn’t mean we have to denigrate jogging.

A positive definition of runner doesn’t need to build itself on a negative contrast to jogger.

It’s great to be proud of the fact that you run hard and not easy, that you care about improving your pace, that you RUN. All out. Run.

Identify as a runner. Be proud. Own the title, you’ve earned it!

But maybe we could be careful about how we clarify what it means to be a runner, and not imply that there’s something wrong with jogging.

There isn’t.

Long Run Monday: 4E, 4HM, 2E

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Second to last long run before Chilly! Can we just note the calories? Don’t forget to eat more on your long run days (and maybe the day after!).

I ran the kids to school (Will on his bike, Andrew in the jogging stroller) and then dropped the stroller off and set out for the rest of the run.

Rather than just go for easy miles, I actually managed to follow one of Greg’s training suggestions! He has great advice, but I’m not great at following it because it might impact my swimming or my schedule. “I agree! I should run 4 x 1600 tomorrow! But I need an easy day after swimming and I am way behind on every household task!” Ok, and some mornings I need to just sit and drink coffee for a little bit in silence.

Anyway, the stars aligned today, and his suggestion made for a wonderful run. He said he’d recommend throwing 4 slightly faster miles in the middle of my 10 mile run. Enough to get me used to a possible race pace while tired, but not too much considering I haven’t tapered and am still shocked to be doing long runs at all.

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The first fast mile, mile 5, was so hard. I kept looking at my watch and adjusting my pace from too slow to too fast and back again. I was all over the place. Then I settled in, and the next miles were a challenging pace, but doable, and really enjoyable. It was fun to have a goal, to adjust strategy for hills so I would still clock in around 10:30 for the mile, to think with every song that I was a little closer to making it through the tough part.

Part of the point of this is to get you used to the feel of running a target race pace, but without the wear and tear of running a training run at race pace.

So… is 10:30 my race pace? I’m not convinced of that, but it did feel good to manage four solid miles of around 10:30 pace in the middle of a 10 mile run. That bodes well for being able to run this entire half marathon on Nov. 13th… which, I’m sure some of you remember, I had thought wasn’t possible.

It was a great run, and I’m thrilled!

I followed it with a special lunch with just my little guy, and getting him new sheets for his converted big bed.

Swim lesson #4 of the season tomorrow! I was at the pool Sunday pulling myself back and forth with just one arm. If you’ve done swim drills with a barbell and pull buoy, you know what I’m talking about. If not… well, it’s surprisingly relaxing because there’s a lot less to focus on.

Hope your fall running is going well!

9 miles down

Well… I’m still contemplating Chilly. I was going to do 10 today but woke up feeling stiff and overtired, which affected my pace. Given the short preschool window I had, 9 miles was all I could fit in and still shower!

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Slower than I enjoy running my long runs. But it felt uncomfortable, not painful. Unpleasant, but doable. I don’t know. We’ll see about this race in November. If it would feel like today’s run but with 4 extra miles, I would say no. But I like the progress towards the goal and getting back to my long runs and seeing where it goes – so thanks for the motivation!

You Have To Want It… bad enough to schedule it.

Today was a day where there was no wiggle room; it was running 9:20 – 11:20 or nothing, and moving it to another day wasn’t great either.

I could Greg’s voice in my head telling me “You have to want it. And it’s fine if you don’t.”

When I ran my first half marathon in 2013, I wanted it. Nothing kept me from those long runs. I found a way.

I wish I’d done that for this race a month ago… but I’m glad I’m keeping the door open by ramping up my long runs. Even on a day when it seemed like insanity to spend that time running.